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I needed a change
Maybe downshift
I cut my own bangs
I am the same person

I'm hurting myself
A lot of disaster in one year
Looking in the mirror and not recognizing myself
It's so strange

It's just that I don't know how to stop
I can't separate myself
I would like not to take everything personally
They tell me to let go and I only know how to hold on

Even if it sounds ridiculous to you
I'm going around in circles
I never close the cycles
Living in a spiral
Another chapter was repeated
And I don't even appear in the titles
I never close the cycles
Living in a spiral
Living in a spiral

It runs through my veins
Shades of spite
I'm letting off steam
As never before

Without this pain
I think I would have no roof
And today I only feel guilty

I cry every night
I want a hug, but no one touches me
I know, they already told me, I am manipulable
I want a message, but no one should talk to me

And even if it sounds ridiculous to you
I'm going around in circles
I never close the cycles
Living in a spiral
Another chapter was repeated
And I don't even appear in the titles
I never close the cycles
Living in a spiral
Living in a spiral

Life is calling, I'm not answering it
Mom says: Hang in there
Life is calling, I'm not answering it
I just want to be sad
Life is calling, I'm not answering it
Mom says: Hang in there
Life is calling, I'm not answering it
I just want to be sad