Indeciso o No

I don't know if I'm indecisive or not
But falling now doesn't suit me at all
Damn accountants!
Always trying to stop what matters
If eternity isn't even too long

When you no longer know how to navigate to which port
It doesn't matter which way the wind blows today
We could doubt because it forces us to think
And don't take away my pain if it's my chance to heal and scar

Destiny drags those who let themselves be dragged
In a dark time, your eyes see clearly
First suspicion, then certainty
I will become greater than I expected

Now I don't remember well how I got here
Or who I used to be
Or the decisions I made at some point

Accumulated catalogs of sarcasm and enthusiasm
Seeing a lot and listening quite a bit, staying silent too much
Whims of consciousness
And short circuits in my head

When you no longer know how to navigate to which port
It doesn't matter which way the wind blows today
First suspicion, then certainty
I will become greater than I expected