Errante

I'm wandering, I'm hiding
Because I must be doing something wrong
And since there are no reprimands, I'm failing everyone

I live in windows of time
I can't stay still
I'll bet what little I have
I always receive the opposite
I want to be close
From afar I am nobody
I want to be alert
Let the light shine upon me

In my juggling hands they spin
Years of trauma, evident damage
And now that there are no scoldings, I'm failing everyone

I live in windows of time
I can't stay still
I'll bet what little I have
I always receive the opposite
I want to be close
From afar I am nobody
I want to be alert
Let the light shine upon me

My hands are full
Don't look for me, there's a wait
I find them
When I have a window of time

I want to be close
From afar I am nobody
I want to be alert
Let the light shine upon me
Light, give me answers
Make me reasonable
Be the one training me
While I am a wanderer