Esta Mañana

Since I arrived
it never stops raining
couldn't see you either
and no one answers

Since I arrived
with my destiny in flames
couldn't stop thinking of you
even on full moon nights

I did everything there was to do,
still with a cold body and nothing to eat

This morning I set aside hope
and went out to walk on the muddy streets
This morning I realized there's nothing
I could do to make it
stop raining for once

And despite myself
I had nothing but to look for you
I hallucinated that I saw you smoking in hundreds of bars

And despite myself
my heart has beaten today
as if trying to pretend
that you were still with me

I did everything there was to do,
still with a cold body and nothing to eat

This morning I set aside hope
and went out to walk on the muddy streets
This morning I realized there's nothing
I could do to make it
stop raining for once