BRAINCHEM

Another day filled with people I hate
Another day I smile in front of everyone
If they knew how badly I talk about them, they'd die
If they only knew, I know who bought you that Mercedes
Another day with a knife in my back
You never know who’s gonna stab you for fame
Maybe you or maybe me?
I don’t know, we’ll see at your party tomorrow

I woke up super depressed
My brain chemistry has me confused
All I know
Is that I want it all
Photos, flash, even when I’m feeling down
I calm my brain chemistry with pills
All I know
Is that someday it all comes due (damn it)
Uh, uh-uh-uh, uh
If I lose my mind for a while
Uh, uh-uh-uh, uh
And I break down and shoot you, I’m sorry
Don’t blame me, I’ve always been this way
I’m this way, I-I’m this way, this is me
Uh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh
My role is running out, consuming me

Another day, I can’t remember what I said
If I messed up again, but fuck it, what I said
If I said it, it’s 'cause I want you to die of jealousy
'Cause I’m dying here all alone
I’m scared, I’m starting to feel
Like everyone’s drifting away from me (and)
Even though it hurts to accept what they think of me
If no one loves me, I’m not gonna die
I woke up super depressed
My brain chemistry has me confused
All I know (is that)
I want more (what?)
I want it all, all, all, all, all

I woke up super depressed
My brain chemistry has me confused
All I know (is that)
I want more (what?)
I want it all, all, all, all, all
Uh, uh-uh-uh, uh
If I lose my mind for a while
Uh, uh-uh-uh, uh
And I break down and shoot you, I’m sorry
Don’t blame me, I’ve always been this way
I’m this way, I-I’m this way, this is me
Uh, uh-uh-uh, uh-uh-uh
My role is running out, consuming me