24_Hs.mp3

Emilia's song '24_Hs.mp3' is a poignant reflection on loneliness, self-doubt, and the search for authenticity in a world filled with deceit. The lyrics convey a sense of isolation as the artist spends hours alone, contemplating why she hasn't received a call from someone she cares about. This absence exacerbates her sadness and uncertainty about the present, suggesting that the presence of this person could alleviate her doubts and bring clarity to her life.

The repeated line 'I've been feeling so bad' underscores the emotional turmoil Emilia is experiencing. She feels alone and is searching for something real while trying to avoid the 'shadows'—possibly metaphorical for the darker aspects of life or deceitful people. The mention of not trusting 'these bitches' who lie to her face and wait for an opportunity to betray her indicates a struggle with trust and betrayal. Emilia's vulnerability is further highlighted by the imagery of being the main character in a mental movie, with a voiceover trying to stop her, and days when she forgets to love herself, feeling inadequate.

The song also touches on internal struggles that are not visible even in the mirror, and past wounds that continue to hurt. Despite feeling out of breath and possibly unlucky, Emilia asserts that she has a strong soul. The final verses suggest a realization that she might need to focus on the present, disregard others' opinions, and strive for happiness. This shift from despair to a glimmer of self-empowerment and the desire to be happier indicates a journey towards self-acceptance and resilience.