El Odiado

I never meant to kill myself
Just wanted to hurt myself
And the alarm clock increased the temptation

Today is my birthday
No gifts or champagne
If you want something
Just give me a call
He said, and left here lying
And increased the temptation

I never meant to hurt you
Just thought I'd hate you
And instead of hating, I ended up being the hated one

You're any double-edged weapon
And I'm like any dull knife
You're both a prize and a punishment
And I, who only wanted to love you, couldn't hate you