Apagado

Lying in my shadow,
I feel faded,
The ambulance passes far away and it seems like it's here.
People pass by my side
but they never stop...
Someone says it's very sad to see me lying like this...
without moving...
And I'm not the same as
yesterday when it seemed to entertain you
when it almost didn't matter..

And I'll be left with the remains of a night
that I thought was eternal..
but yesterday is just yesterday
and today I want to rest in dreams.

Clutching onto nothing, my head keeps spinning
like the drunk leaning on the bidet.
Of knives and glances,
I miss the ones that don't hurt..
They whisper that it's very sad to see me lying like this...
without moving.
And I'm not the same as
yesterday when it seemed to entertain you.