Mi Yo de Antes

There's something in me that won't let me be
This bad luck won't let me see that I'm not so bad, that it's even normal
To feel like I can't handle everything and sometimes not know what I want
Of everything I imagine, nothing's happening, to be honest
No one told us that growing up hurt and living doesn't come with a manual
As much as I can, I'm trying to heal

I liked my old self better, the version that didn't overthink
Even when I got hurt a lot, the next day I acted like nothing happened
I liked my old self better, the one who never pushed too hard
My current self has more fears than my inner child ever had
I liked my old self better than the one who walks in the rain
So the water can wet his eyes and make people confused
What do I know? He’s not crying, he’s better than ever

It's Eden Muñoz, little one

I liked my old self better, the version that didn't overthink
Even when I got hurt a lot, the next day I acted like nothing happened
I liked my old self better, the one who never pushed too hard
My current self has more fears than my inner child ever had
I liked my old self better than the one who walks in the rain
So the water can wet his eyes and make people confused
What do I know? He’s not crying, he’s better than ever
Why is he crying? No one asks him.