Pity Punk

I've made up my mind
From start to finish everything's fine
Nothing's changed, so why
Am I worried for no reason?

It doesn't matter at all
Even if you're better off than me
I'll never have even the briefest
Flicker of interest again

So far from denying
Besides, you've got no interest
In someone like me
It's all over now
I screwed it all up
(I became so pitied)

I was far away
Even if I pretend I don't know and I'm fine
Stuck in misery
With bloodshot eyes

I'll tell the truth this time
I remember everything
Single thing about you
(Suffer inside)

Then one day it happened
I guess I already knew
It was me that was the problem

You pulled me back from the edge
Like you were the tether
I think I look like
A poor little punk

It was likely that way
From the very beginning
I realize it all now
And it made me feel small

I won't go back to being
Stuck in a corner, suffering
I'll go back to what
It was like without you

I won't go back to being
Stuck in a corner, suffering
I'll go back to what
It was like without you

If I don't get away
I won't stand this

I was far away
Even if I pretend I don't know and I'm fine
Stuck in misery
With bloodshot eyes

I'll tell the truth this time
I remember everything
Single thing about you

And so it is
It was destined to be this way
And so it is
The problem is with me
I'm the one who needs to go