Quisiera

I want to escape from this damn city
I want to stop thinking about the same things
I'm afraid of failing
I don't think I can endure
and let everything be a matter of luck

and I start to doubt myself
I can reach it
I sense that destiny has mocked me again...
today of me

I don't understand,
what I must do to not end up
lying
I pretend that none of this is real
I keep searching for the truth
denying that I must escape
everything is wrong...

I'm going to explode
my mind wants to fly
it's the animal instinct that is released
when you have nothing left
but to watch life go by
and wait for that moment you desire

and I start to doubt myself
I can reach it
I sense that destiny has mocked me again...
today of me

I don't understand,
what I must do to not end up
lying
I pretend that none of this is real
I keep searching for the truth
denying that I must escape
everything is wrong...