Red roses

(Hey babe, I'm already at the station, okay?)
(Waiting for the train, can’t wait to get there and talk things out)
(I swear my head is killing me, babe, just giving you a heads up)
(Okay?, hope you’re doing well, a kiss)

It’s always me
Who breaks everything
In some other way
Blaming that monster inside me

Maybe the reason
I’m all alone
I move forward but don’t improve
That the monster is me
That’s why I’m drowning
And can’t accept your goodbye
That I’m the tenor who shattered your voice
And I thought
It would be the distance
That would separate us
But it turned out it wasn’t

That I’m the one who wilted this flower
With cold, doubts, and pain
And I’m gonna shout that I love you
In honor of the times
I could but didn’t have the guts

For the times I could save our love
For the times I wanted to stop the clock
For the nights when the cold invades me
And my skin seeks your warmth

And maybe it’s better
If I say nothing
And leave the light off

Depression has flooded my pillow
The shore erases my footprints again
I’m gonna cry tonight for every
Drop of blue that lies in your gaze
For the love that will last forever
In every street of Granada

For the tracks I counted to see you
And that to this day are what separates us
For those candles that smell like luck
And I never thought they would go out too

Because I’ll never deserve you
I’m sorry I’m not what you expected
Yesterday I dreamed I had you back
I opened my eyes and you were gone

I’m the knot in your throat
The nightingale that sings
When it rains in the city
A star among many
The anxiety that lifts you
And doesn’t let you breathe

I’m a cat at your window (meow)
The wound that won’t heal
The cry that caresses
The cold of your heart

The darkness that emanates
From your porcelain skin
Come back to my side, sultana
And I plead for your forgiveness

Waking up every morning
Between tears and longing
To hold her and not be able to
Since I’m the loser

The bells don’t ring anymore
There’s no magic in Triana
Nor in the echo of my voice

And maybe it’s better
If I say nothing and
Leave the light off

Depression has flooded my pillow
The shore erases my footprints again
I’m gonna cry tonight for every
Drop of blue that lies in your gaze
For the love that will last forever
In every street of Granada

For the tracks I counted to see you
And that to this day are what separates us
For those candles that smell like luck
And I never thought they would go out too

Because I’ll never deserve you
I’m sorry I’m not what you expected
Yesterday I dreamed I had you back
I opened my eyes and you were gone.