El Dolor de Un Asesino

I was born in the middle of hell, I'm a total demon
I lived in eternal suffering, for me it's normal
And I fell, fell so slowly, and no one did anything
I lost my feelings, when the one I loved the most
Betrayed me

Every time I come back home, loneliness overwhelms me
Where are you? Where are you?
Because you not only hug me
I'm just a lost child
Crying so confused
Where are you? Where are you?
Why don't you give me your shelter

Even in the middle of hell
I had a little light
A sun that extinguished my winters
And carried my cross
And I went, and I believed
In that sweet love
My being was enveloped
In all its warmth

But I know today

Every time I come back home, loneliness overwhelms me
Where are you? Where are you?
Why don't you just hug me
I'm just a lost child
Crying so confused
Where are you? Where are you?
Why don't you give me your shelter... Mom

Who will take my hand?
So stained with blood
Who will tell me I love you?
When I have nothing

My... Sins and resentment
Mixed with pain
Beg for their forgiveness
Do I have no heart?

Because I know today
It's already too late
For someone so miserable
Who can love?
Who can love?
A monster so despicable

Finally end me
My powerful enemy
What will you do?
What will you do?
Will you forgive my punishment... My God