El Dolor de Un Asesino

I was born in the middle of hell, I'm a total demon
Living in eternal suffering, for me it's just normal
And I fell, fell so slow, and no one did a thing
I lost my feelings when the one I loved most
Betrayed me

Every time I come back home, loneliness hits me hard
Where are you? Where are you?
Because you don't just hold me tight
I'm just a lost kid
Crying so confused
Where are you? Where are you?
Why don't you give me your warmth?

Even in the middle of hell
I had a little light
A sun that chased away my winters
And carried my cross
And I went, and I went believing
In that sweet love
My being got wrapped up
In all of its warmth

But I know that today

Every time I come back home, loneliness hits me hard
Where are you? Where are you?
Why don't you just hold me tight?
I'm just a lost kid
Crying so confused
Where are you? Where are you?
Why don't you give me your warmth, mom?

Who will take my hand?
So stained with blood?
Who will tell me I love you?
When I have nothing left?

My... sins and the resentment
Mixed with pain
Beg for forgiveness
Don't I have a heart?

Well, I know that today
It's way too late
For someone so miserable
Who can love?
Who can love?
A monster so despicable

Just end it with me already
My powerful enemy
What will you do?
What will you do?
Will you forgive my punishment? My God