Vinushka

Vinushka
Vinushka
Vinushka

Fading away, I try to catch my breath, oh, just want to forget
Is this where I belong? Overcome by shadows, oh, I just want to escape
Sliding down to the ants’ nest, I wish I could be reborn right now

Let tomorrow sleep away as I turn and find my peace
Letting sharp feelings take over me
Even the wavy flow is proof that I’m alive
Lured by tears, I invite tomorrow

Rising high, I’m battered and torn, like a cracked portrait
The colorful eyes, a blend that’s no longer needed
Dragging the past away with it
This lonely, crimson night is brutal
I dedicate this to the rising spark
This is the truth

The heart can’t fake its corner, "I still want to stay here."
Who can I not forgive?
Echoing chilly voices, we make a vow

Deliberately I walk, tearing the sky apart, I scream my desire
Slice away, fierce wind, let the evidence disappear
Deliberately I walk, tearing the sky apart, I scream my desire
Slice away, fierce wind, let the evidence disappear

The shiny moon in the chaos is getting old from watching
I doubt I can even become a wolf; the darkness makes me insane
I want to choke the ruler; the fleeting despair won’t let me sleep
Feeling attached to you, goodbye to this crazy age

Every soul reaches for happiness and turns into a lurking demon
The end's already been born
Once shaped like a ghost, it decomposes in this day
Repeating, your hands fall apart

No one touches the sinful truth that crushes my ears
Would love to encounter you, stone
Pay for the sins, oh life, resign

Vinushka
Vinushka
Vinushka

Fleeting anti-heroism cries out to the mouth
Bound in the pain of shared labor, burying bones
Melancholy, weighed down like sand in the wave

Taken away, bitter tears laugh
Unable to find victory, the neck chokes at the thirteenth stair
Those who clap hands grow closer
Getting mixed up with an unpleasant longing
You seem somehow too sad

Crushed by the instincts of existence
Speaking about death

Deliberately I walk, tearing the sky apart, I scream my desire
Slice away, fierce wind, let the evidence disappear
Deliberately I walk, tearing the sky apart, I scream my desire
Slice away, fierce wind, let the evidence disappear

No one touches the sinful truth that crushes my ears
Would love to encounter you, stone

Pay for the sins, oh life, resign

Because I am evil,
Is even the meaning of living a sin?