Raison D'être

I loved you too much, that's how I was back then, always like that
But I'm tired of it now, you have someone else in your arms

I can't love you right away, hatred wells up
I want to break it, do you like my selfishness too?

More than words, I was seeking
I was only seeking your body

Alone in front of the mirror, the clown I played perfectly
Quietly approaches me
Is it me or her who torments you?
The lonely me whispers

By the time I realized, I had hurt you
There's a me who can't understand

Alone in front of the mirror, the clown I played perfectly
Quietly approaches me
Is it me or her who torments you?
The lonely me whispers

In the end, it hurts so much it makes me dizzy
You laugh in front of me, screaming, staring at the red razor