Malformation

Looking up at the sky, it's beautiful, I want to destroy it

Born in an awkward shape, but aren't we beautiful like that sky?
Why don't I have a name?
Always just smiling

Unable to bear the ordinary pain of impurity
I reject being embraced
The sky distorts, everything

When I open my eyes, there
Reflecting, a terribly ugly sky

I forget myself

If this is a dream, wake up soon
I can't endure the pain anymore
This sky, clear and transparent

Don't forget awkward me
Remember my smiling face
Will I ever become part of the sky too?
I wish under the cold ground