Cirugía

DILLOM's song 'Cirugía' delves into the intense and often dark realms of obsessive love and emotional dependency. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person who is consumed by their desire to possess and be completely intertwined with their partner, to the point of losing their own identity. The metaphor of sewing one's body to another's in a 'surgery' suggests a deep yearning for an impossible level of closeness and permanence in the relationship, highlighting the unhealthy aspects of such an obsession.

The song also explores themes of surveillance and control, as the speaker admits to following their partner's every move, likening themselves to a spy. This invasive behavior is a manifestation of the speaker's insecurity and fear of abandonment, which drives them to extreme measures to ensure they are never left alone. The imagery of wanting to know even 'the color of your bones' further intensifies this obsessive need to know and control every aspect of the partner's life.

However, there is also a sense of self-awareness and regret in the lyrics. The speaker acknowledges the hellish nature of their intensity and the pain it causes both to themselves and their partner. The repeated references to a 'suicide mission' and inventing a color 'darker than black' if facing a future without their partner, underscore the destructive consequences of such a deep emotional dependency. This song serves as a poignant exploration of the fine line between deep affection and destructive obsession.