Unwanted
Diary of Dreams
The Struggle for Authenticity in a Controlled World
Diary of Dreams' song "Unwanted" delves into the themes of control, rebellion, and the quest for authenticity in a world that often feels oppressive and manipulative. The opening lines paint a picture of a society where rebellion is stifled by the breath of 'brutal lungs,' symbolizing an authoritarian force. The 'guilty defendants' and 'judge with false ideals' suggest a corrupt system where justice is skewed, and control is maintained through manipulation and deceit. The lyrics question the purpose of faith, hinting that it may be used as a tool to blind people to their own liberties and keep them subjugated.
The chorus reflects a sense of resignation and loss. The lines 'We celebrate our fate' and 'We lost what we had found' convey a bittersweet acceptance of their circumstances. The mention of giving up 'precious hope' underscores the emotional toll of living in such a controlled environment. This sense of entrapment is further emphasized in the verse about being 'tangled in the traps of life,' where rejecting help from others leads to a cycle of sadness and despair.
The song also touches on the importance of authenticity and the struggle to maintain it. The line 'You're better off as a fool than (as) a subject in denial' suggests that it's preferable to be seen as foolish than to live in denial of one's true self. The struggle for authenticity is worth the effort, even in the face of fear and adversity. The closing lines, 'I think that I can forgive, but surely I can't forget,' and 'I try never to look back, I drown in my reality,' highlight the internal conflict and the difficulty of moving forward while being weighed down by past experiences. The song ultimately serves as a poignant commentary on the human condition and the perpetual struggle for freedom and self-acceptance in a world that often seeks to suppress both.