Lotus Pain

Tracing through the night, I wander
The twinkling light is the flame of life

What if we were to overlap?
I sketch a hollow spiral

In hazy memories, I dream
We, uncertain, sway

Your voice burns my heart
Only promises sharpen the pain
In the beautiful bloom of a flower

You’re breaking apart
I’m breaking apart

It feels like I heard it long ago
Awakening to a nostalgic voice

You, floating in the midst of the celebration
Vividly tearing through the silence

We’re falling into the same world
But can’t meet in the days we wished for

Seeking the peace that melts my heart
I keep getting hurt
Just like the tears of a blooming flower

You’re drifting away
I’m being pushed away

Lost the guiding star
Where will I end up?
Caught in each other’s shadows
Endlessly

Your voice burns my heart
Only promises sharpen the pain
The beautiful form of the blooming flower

Is it still the same?

Your flower sways high
Waiting for me fleetingly
The endless cycle of sadness

I’m breaking apart
I’m breaking you apart

The answer I sought in sleep.