Holding Back The Tears

A faded picture in white
My scent seems to have vanished
It's hidden in the dazzling clouds

My silent heart
Slowly lifts my spirit
In the meantime, only the time that slipped away
Is left in my hands

I'm holding back the tears
I walk with my heart tied lightly
Not too close, not too far away
Another me is standing there
I won't cry

Once again, I bring my hands together
Somewhere, I hear that place
I'm living in the now, not just memories

It seems foolish, but I'm always here
That pain I want to let go of
Dries my tears flowing through my whole body

I'm living with my tears
I walk with my heart tied lightly
Not too close, not too far away
Another me is standing there
I won't cry

I'm holding back the tears
I run with my faith tied tightly
Not too high, not too low
Another me is standing there
With a small smile, I can laugh.