Confissões de uma Assassina

Shadow
I've been thinking about my routine
I know that being an assassin is part of the guardian's role
But I, I think that
I don't think I should like it that much

I promised I would stop
But it's impossible to control!
Something inside my heart
Makes me want to kill so badly
It's impossible to avoid
There's no point in trying
My blood is starting to heat up
I am really a horrible person

I cannot allow evil
My heart is going to beat very fast
Where do they think they're going?
With these intentions, I cannot leave!

Red is the dominant color
I painted everything this color now
Again, I couldn't contain myself
This monster that's inside me

I know it's wrong, but it's uncontrollable
Just one cut is enough to make the blood gush out
If it happens again
Everything around me die
I know I won't be able to bear this weight because

I promised I would stop
But it's impossible to control!
Something inside my heart
It brings back such a bad feeling
It's impossible to avoid
And each time I want more!
My desires will suffocate me
I am really a horrible person

Could someone please tell me what to do?
Because I simply can't stop!
I try to avoid it, but it's my instinct
What do you expect me to do?
Oh, because violence cannot be resolved with violence
But I can't control this in myself!
All my life I've felt this overwhelming need for protection
Doing things with my own hands and
Why is there a hydraulic press inside the tree?

Is there still hope for me?
I can't even lie anymore, I'd say no myself
I'm going crazy
Getting lost again!
This ending repeats itself, everything happens the same way

If all the dead are going to be
So why should I care?
For so long I tried to hold back
And even forgot why

Now I'm not going to stop anymore
It was never possible to control
Something inside my heart
Makes me like something that's so bad
It's impossible to avoid
And each time I want more!
My desire is to stab you
Now is the time to kill