Jealousy

Yesterday, I saw you again in my dream
I guess that's why I didn't want to wake up
In my dream, by your side
I had you all to myself

Today, I met you and my friend
Once again, I had to play the side role
I was angry, I hated it
I want to have you, just like in my dreams

Look at me, I'm better, aren't I?
But you only want my friend's love
The jealousy inside me keeps growing
And you don't even know if it's real love
All I want is to break you two apart

I hate that I'm falling deeper into this
I hate that I'm becoming someone cruel
It's hard when my heart starts hating someone for no reason
I want your attention
I want to steal your love
I want to make you mine
Look at me

When I see you, everything in me changes
My greed hides behind my smile
I try to make myself prettier, so you'll want me
I try so hard to wrap myself in something you'll like

I couldn’t tell my friend about this
Our friendship is already falling apart
What I hate the most, what hurts me more
Is that my friend is the one by your side
Look at me, I'm better, aren't I?

But you only want my friend's love
The jealousy inside me keeps growing
And you don't even know if it's real love
All I want is to break you two apart
I hate that I'm falling deeper into this

I hate that I'm becoming someone cruel
It's hard when my heart starts hating someone for no reason
I want your attention
I want to steal your love
I want to make you mine

Look at me
Say you love me come on love me
I will stay in your heart
Say you love me come on love me
I will take your love
In my nation in my tension

I always look at you, but why?
Why can’t I have you?
My greed keeps reaching out for you
But your attention drifts further away from me
In my deepest secrets, your image keeps growing

I hate that I can't have you
I hate that you don’t even notice me
I want to make you mine
Look at me