Expectativas

I've never been the best
I've never won a thing
I've never match the rest
Of what succes should bring

I'm just a disappointment
Standing on the edge
Tryng to escape
The prison un my head

And in my mind, I'll always wonder why
He makes ir look so easy every time
Why can't I
Why can't I be like him?

I'm nothing but a role I play
A lie I sell so well
The shelter where I hide away
Desperately fooling myself

There's nothing special here
Not even worth a glance
I'm far from what's ideal
The mirror says the same at a glance

And in my mind, I'll always wonder why
He makes ir look so easy every time
Why
Why can't I be like him?

I wish that I could be te same
But I can't ever catch your flame
It's easy to stumble and lose my way
When self-sabotage is my everyday

I guess I'll try once more
Fake confidence like before
One more day to endure
Before hanging on to nothing anymore

I'm not what they believe I'd be
The expectations I
Could never meet

I'm not what they believe I'd be
The expectations now
Have swallowed me

And in my mind, I'll always wonder why
He makes ir look so easy every time
Why
Why do I exist?