Cynara

Clan Of Xymox's song 'Cynara' delves into the complex emotions of unrequited love and the longing for deeper connection. The lyrics paint a picture of a relationship that is both intimate and distant, where the protagonist feels like a 'thief' and an 'addict' to their dreams. This duality is evident in the lines 'Our love is sheer platonic, but sometimes it’s on offer,' suggesting a love that is mostly unfulfilled but occasionally within reach. The protagonist is caught in a liminal space, 'two ways in-between,' struggling to breathe under the weight of their emotions.

The name 'Cynara' itself adds a layer of mystery and allure. It could be a reference to the ancient Greek poet Sappho's poem about unrequited love, where Cynara is a symbol of unattainable desire. The repeated plea to 'come by me, untie me, come find me, entirely' underscores the protagonist's desperation for a genuine connection. They yearn for Cynara to reveal her 'secret world' and 'innermost desires,' hoping that this revelation will bring them closer and provide the warmth and life they crave.

The song also touches on themes of secrecy and hidden emotions. The protagonist admits, 'I can’t hide my ache for you, as long as no one’s eyes can see,' indicating a love that must remain concealed. This secrecy adds to the torment, as the protagonist is left to grapple with their feelings in isolation. The ghosts that 'live in your head' could symbolize past traumas or unresolved issues that prevent Cynara from fully opening up. The song is a haunting plea for intimacy and understanding, wrapped in the melancholic and atmospheric sound that Clan Of Xymox is known for.