Como Lo Hago (part. Claudy-O)

I don't sleep anymore, I wake up every day, 6 in the morning
And even though I have to get out of bed, I don't feel like it
Thousands talk and give opinions, but in the end, I don't listen to anything
I live fighting with demons, with my shadow, even with my pillow

And who tells me? Who teaches me?
Tell me how I do it, how I am happy
Locked in my room, I prefer not to go out
And who tells me? Who teaches me?
Tell me how I do it, how I am happy
Locked in my room, I prefer not to go out

It's just that no one has ever understood
That even though I laugh inside, I cry
I'm someone else when I'm alone

Because no one has ever noticed
That amidst so much depression, I suffocate
I'm someone else when I'm alone

I feel lonely in my world, drinking to forget
Because every passing day feels the same
Laughing to not cry, depression is real
But I've gotten used to pretending

If I already have everything, I should be grateful
I feel so empty, I can't understand
So many questions that have no answer
I try to get out, but I can't find the door

I don't even understand myself
I'm not one to lie, but I live pretending
No one knows that inside I'm dying
Because they always see me laughing

And who tells me? Who teaches me?
Tell me how I do it, how I am happy
Locked in my room, I prefer not to go out
And who tells me? Who teaches me?
Tell me how I do it, how I am happy
Locked in my room, I prefer not to go out

It's just that no one has ever understood
That even though I laugh inside, I cry
I'm someone else when I'm alone

Because no one has ever noticed
That amidst so much depression, I suffocate
I'm someone else when I'm alone

I don't sleep anymore, I wake up every day, six in the morning
And even though I have to get out of bed, I don't feel like it

My soul also hurts out of nowhere
And it's hard for me to let everything out to know what's wrong with me
I also like to distance myself from everything
And at the same time dream that someone hugs me

I also have to work magic with the wounds
And get up every day because I have a life to live
And I don't give up. Let's normalize taking care of our emotional health
Let's break stereotypes and stigma
There is always a solution