Jiko Genkyuu Paradox

I don't wanna talk. You might not like me
Anxiety and flowers bloom simultaneously
And if it won't come true, even that's okay
It's unpleasant, so I'll tear out the flower petals

I can't help but over-think in my careless head
Lacking with my constricting blood vessels, snatching you away

You love me you love me not you love me you love me not
The flower petals drop, like me
I can't sleep, I wanna see you
This is already my limit, go away!

Forced to look back at my wounds, my room, dyed red
A self-referecing paradox, an infinite loop in my head

I was born of contradictions

I was borne by inconsistency
It is an infinite loop
I cannot die
Therefore, you cannot die
Sad reality
The repeated law

Is it reality? A mutually-exclusive result
Assuming there's a possibility, I want a motive
A contradiction between impractical words and unproductive allusions

I was borne by inconsistency
It is an infinite loop
I cannot die
Therefore, you cannot die
Sad reality
The repeated law

I cannot die
You cannot die