Decimas de Un Amor Imposible

The reason why I live suffering I will confess to you
Because I cannot deny that I truly love you
That I will live suffering like the most cursed man
Because an infinite pain will haunt me until death
As if loving you were the worst of crimes

And even if you find it inadvisable
Or refuse to admit
Your name may suffer for an impossible love

But it becomes irresistible to endure this passion
For the simple reason that I surrendered to adore you
Or that I could not close the doors of my heart

That's why I tell you that I will always love you
And even if you make me suffer, I will be your best friend
That you will always walk with me like my shadow perhaps
And no matter how much I show you my indifferent love
It vaguely seems to me that deep down you love me

And as proof of love
I tell you sincerely
That I will live only to give life to this pain

When facing a troubadour and improvising
With your slim and beautiful figure in my heart
You will be the star in my mind that illuminates my inspiration

And with my soul in pain
Resigned and patient
I will fight with my existence for the rest of my life

And enduring that wound I will live... to remember you
And without stopping adoring you, I will drag my pain
Remembering that love I wanted
And couldn't give you