Pathosfera

I did it to protect myself because I thought
I'd live traumatised like a veteran
So since I've started silencing Pathos
Life is a ride for which I don't pay, Ajeje Brazorf
I see a body torn to pieces in this picture
It becomes just a bunch of pixels
My face is inexpressive even without botox
I don't feel anything, neither spent nor sad
I run home to make a meme about it, I feel like I'm late
It's not comedy, but a reflex of Pavlov
I don't put my heart in someone else's chest
Empathy is a violent act and I lack courage
I'll suppress every emotion and everything will go smoothly
An empty synthezoid like White Vision
The Moon is just a grey rock
And I hope it's gone by morning

Goodness, I've buried Pathos in my stomach
Now reason is my guard rottweiler
And look, I don't have a frown on my face anymore
It looks like those on Easter Island
I travel away from Pathosphera
I'm going away from Pathosphera
Too many asteroids on Pathosfera
Go thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!
Goodness, I've buried Pathos in my stomach
Now reason is my guard rottweiler
And look, I don't have a frown on my face anymore
It looks like those on Easter Island
I travel away from Pathosphera
I'm going away from Pathosphera
Too many asteroids on Pathosphera
Go thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!

It's the sound of faith crumbling
I'm quiet and still like the guard bearing a halberd
My family was a mountain, Nanga Parbat
The wall collapses and I'm already breathless
In order to manage I suppress my anger
I'm the cold one in the group, Doctor Manhattan
In order to save my skin I take my soul off
And I'll end up in the asylum in Arkham
In order to defend myself from the hate I read in some comments
Vomited using two fingers like when you're drunk
It's due to an ill that has reduced friends and relatives to pieces
I needed to detach myself in order to rebuild the puzzle
I keep my heartbeats hidden in my pocket
And anxiety comes like with the hounds in Malpensa
When you lose trust in humanity, for a moment you lose your humanity itself

Goodness, I've buried Pathos in my stomach
Now reason is my guard rottweiler
And look, I don't have a frown on my face anymore
It looks like those on Easter Island
I travel away from Pathosphera
I'm going away from Pathosphera
Too many asteroids on Pathosphera
Go thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!
Goodness, I've buried Pathos in my stomach
Now reason is my guard rottweiler
And look, I don't have a frown on my face anymore
It looks like those on Easter Island
I travel away from Pathosphera
I'm going away from Pathosphera
Too many asteroids on Pathosphera
Go thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!

And now that the darkness does not penetrate the shell
I cannot recognize light, I've lost my flame
Because life is to be faced
Some time ago I used to laugh myself to shreds
Some time ago I used to cry like a fountain
Now I sustain fake smiles
I clap rubbing my palms from the balcony
My eies, dried up like the Aral Sea
I don't want to find myself in the cemetery
Like I'm marble behind another piece of marble
I fear I'm becoming an automaton, cyborg
But if I have these fears, I'm still safe
You know, you know, try it
You know, you know, try it
Feel

Goodness, Pathos is coming back up
It digs inside me like a woodworm, a mole
And it dances inside my stomach, butterfly
Little by little, it is restoring blood to a ghost
I want to go back to Pathosphera
To spend days in Pathosphera
Even if the blows to Pathosphera
Go thud! Thud! Thud! Thud! Thud!