Infinito

A picture frame of us
An old photo on the stairs leading to the room
A picture frame of us
Even though they're no longer used, I kept them to look at
A picture frame, what does it matter
If it's just a photo where we were happy
It came to remind me that the end
Came much sooner and we didn't live happily ever after

I drew you and lied to myself, it wasn't real
There's no pencil, no paper
I don't see you laughing, I idealized you, you look at me badly
How do I get rid of your absence?
I had signed with the infinite

Don't say anything, I already know
You were always like that because your parents used to fight
And the happy family I invented
Was because of the stories and movies I watched
I never agreed to so much deceit
If I had known you were going to leave
I would have preferred to escape on a raft
That lands in the land of never again
And never cry for you again

I drew you and lied to myself, it wasn't real
There's no pencil, no paper
I don't see you laughing, I idealized you, you look at me badly
How do I get rid of your absence?
I had signed with the infinite

Hating you
Loving you
I don't know anymore

I drew you and lied to myself, it wasn't real
There's no pencil, no paper
I don't see you laughing, I idealized you, you look at me badly
How do I get rid of your absence?
I had signed with the infinite

Don't say anything, I already know
I'm always like this
I don't fancy endings