Adicto al dolor

Closed doors
That I don't want to open
I have nothing
Having you
I keep getting tangled in the shadows
I got used to dying for you
I am my own enemy and the nightmare I chose doesn't surprise me

Addicted to pain
Your excess of cold and heat
Are destroying me
You're turning me
Into something I'm not
I won't feel again
You awaken the worst version of me
I lie to myself and swear to myself
I get sick and I heal
How dark my love for you
For you

I keep insisting
It's an obsession and I've built
My own prison
I keep getting tangled in the shadows
I got used to dying for you
I am my own enemy and the nightmare I chose doesn't surprise me

Addicted to pain
Your excess of cold and heat
Are destroying me
You're turning me
Into something I'm not
I won't feel again
You awaken the worst version of me
I lie to myself and swear to myself
I get sick and I heal
How dark my love

And I look at you and breathe poison
You tasted blood and liked the taste
Addicted to pain
Your excess of cold and heat
Are destroying me
You're turning me
Into something I'm not
I won't feel again
You awaken the worst version of me
I lie to myself and swear to myself
I get sick and I heal
How dark my love, for you
For you

For you, for you