Espera

City lights flashing outside
But in here, time seems to move slowly
Tick-tock, tick-tock

I open the refrigerator, the white light stares at me
Silence is a scream that never stops
I scrolled through my feed and saw everyone laughing
But my house of cards is collapsing
Where is that message that never arrives?
The phone shines, but the soul yawns

There's no hi: No good morning on the screen
The space next door is a desert of color
I looked for someone to hold me
But even my shadow has grown tired of waiting

I'm dancing on nothing, nothing, nothing
In that empty, somewhat abandoned room
No boyfriend, no plan, no direction
Only the echo beating in my heart

(Nothing, nothing, it's all nothing!)

Wait a minute, let me tell you
I'm in a labyrinth with nowhere to go
The vacuum is deep, I can feel the pressure
A film without sound, without a soundtrack, without action
They ask me out, and I say: Who knows?
But the urge to disappear is what overwhelms me
I'm on top of the world, but the top is cold
Nobody's on my side, everything's a mess!

Maybe I'm the error in the system
A verse lost in a long poem
Alone
(So alone)

But the neon glow is still mine

Nothing was left
Just me and the show
(Nothing, nothing)

Turn off the light
I went