F MY X (I'M A MESS)

Before you ran away
You left me with an open wound
That rotted when you walked out the door

Before you ran away
You locked my lips up tight
You forgot to share the fucking code with me

I asked for a lobotomy
To forget that day
But the doc said: Sheesh
That the pain is mine to bear

I asked for a lobotomy
To forget my ex
But the doc shouted: Sheesh
Take this for the stress

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
I'ma mess, mess, mess, mess
I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
Fucking depressed, yeah

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
I'ma mess, mess, mess, mess
I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
Fucking my ex, yeah

I got BPD, sorry if I cry on the phone
That's why I better write and scream into the mic

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
I'ma mess, mess, mess, mess
I'm a, I'm a, I'm a mess
'Cause of my ex, ex, ex

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
I'ma, I'm a mess, mess, mess
(I'm alone)
I'm a mess, mess, mess

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
I'ma mess, mess, mess, mess
I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
Fucking depressed, yeah

I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
I'ma mess, mess, mess, mess
I'ma, I'ma, I'ma mess
Fucking my ex, yeah

You won't forget me
Even though it hurts that you're not here
Give me one more kiss
Like Judas did

You left a wound
You locked my lips up tight

A collector of bullets
That you were gonna throw at me, eh
You clipped my wings
And I loved to fly
Ah-ah-ah, uh-oh-oh-oh