Incendio

Gray smoke rises
From this silence
That burns inside
To enter me
Has no effect
I am the fire

Searching for me exhausts me
Give me directions, my mouth gets me lost
Can't you see it's broken?
I told myself Be Water and didn't see the rock
Now that the wind isn't blowing
The cape doesn't fly
The drinks are flying

And in the mirror a note
This life kills, trade it for another
Just because I know how to wear wings
Doesn't mean I control the wind

Just because I put on a brave face
Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt inside
There are words that sound like bullets
And bullets that echo over time

Sometimes it's not about dodging them
But hitting the right spot
I aimed for the Moon and cut my finger
To avoid searching in places I can't reach

Call me crazy, I’m not taking chances
I already burned Valhalla calling you heaven
Look me in the eye and talk to me about fear
The flame loves me for playing with fire
And no matter how much I say I’m late, I’ll be back

The truth is I’ve never come back alive from a memory
And ti-ti, I tremble
Like a Molotov cocktail, like the mind when it feels
A shock therapy

And how do I end this film
How do I tell this block?
That this won't be a hit
And I won't be a rock star

I’m tired of beating, like I’m a robot
Searching for a gray heart in a Kalashnikov
And my head like a shell, and my sadness a headshot
Earth calling Jesus, just asking for Brock
Gray smoke rises, from this silence that burns inside (and I won’t stop burning)

And to enter me
Has no effect
I am the fire
(I stay without wanting)

It probably doesn't matter
But every letter feels too short
On the table, a speck of dust asks
Where's your clothes?

And at the window, a drop, a broken ship
And seagull wings
And in the mirror, another note
Don’t call everything that floats wind
All bleeding hearts
We have a bit of invincibility

Who died in the mouth of a giant
Appreciates life in the imperceptible
And no, I’m not planning to run for the gloves
And make the songs they ask for
Because I know art is no longer art
From the moment it’s no longer free

From me to me, from me to that one
From that one to you, from you to whom, for what pretend
If the void is visible, we are what’s left
Of everything that’s gone
I saw it coming, that I would see myself return

If I didn’t write to rise, I wrote to not fall
To learn to live, you have to want to learn
To learn to die, you have to learn to love
And today I want to do what I feel, not what feels most right

Be free like the wind on the M40
Take my feelings to the sales chart
For thinking about my stories and thinking about the bills
Whoever has been in the mud, recognizes my door
Closed scars, for open wounds

I’ve distanced myself from everything and one thing is certain
Who loves you, seeks you, who cares, finds you (finds you)
Gray smoke rises
From this silence that burns inside (and I won’t stop burning)
To enter me (and to enter me)
Has no effect
I am the fire

And I run from myself at full speed
But I always go slower than this damn anxiety
And I step out to laugh and then I cry again
Always cyan, always gray, always cruel, always the same
And again I feel dead while doing social life
Because inside I let go, no one is that special

How are you? How was it?
Tell me, how's it going?
Super bad, super good, super superficial
And I run from myself at full speed
But I always go slower than this damn anxiety