Sufoco

I I couldn't take it
I had to lie
Just so I could leave
Without going back to the suffocation
Of seeing you happy again

I had to change
The way I think
Maybe rearrange myself
And let you go
Not sabotage myself
By going back there
To gather what's left of you
You never deserved it
And you never gave me
The promises that made me stay
And start every argument
That brought me one step closer to you
And contradict myself
Without even knowing
That through all of this I'd just lose myself
Can't you see?

Can't you see
Don't you see
What I did for you
What did I do to lose you?
To lose you