Ruin My Life

You still feel so hard to grasp
Like the far side of the moon, so strange
But a familiar contradiction
Time tangled up, memories
Naturally unnatural

Name, expression, scent
It’s all you

You know that I, I think you ruined my life, yeah
And hold me, and saved me
I just can’t seem to adjust to this
I emptied and filled my heart for you
I’m dizzy in front of you

Don’t make me explain
A feeling I don’t want to face
But something I miss
If I pull it out, it’s a fragile piece that crumbles
That’s you

Again, no, never
I can’t handle this kind of love

I, I think you ruined my life, yeah
And hold me, and saved me
I just can’t seem to adjust to this
I emptied and filled my heart for you
I’m dizzy in front of you

In this moment, you’re to me
Nothing and my everything
So deep in a place I can’t even reach
Still (ho-oh-oh)

(Hmm) you know that I, I think you ruined my life, yeah
And hold me, and saved me
I just can’t seem to adjust to this
I emptied and filled my heart for you
I’m dizzy in front of you

(Yeah) when I turn around, it circles back (why you ruin me?)
Why you save me?
What would you do if I told you
What my heart really feels?
I hate you, I love you
Even tonight, why do you?