Después de Apostar Mi Fe

I already told you once that there won't be second chances
And you wrapped me again in seduction and bad arts. It's true
The one who loves is afraid of feeling
It's like the one who commits suicide and is afraid to die
Hate me quickly, love me slowly
It's a prison between your legs, not a palace
A prison you would kill to return

I have failed myself many times, it won't happen again
I am passion and poetry longing for freedom
Sometimes I have too much pride, other times vanity
I just wish time takes its course
And turns you into a mirage or the harshest reality
You are the indifferent void that tames and suffocates me
Doesn't let me get off the chair or tighten the noose
A drug, a perfume with the scent of a sleepless night
That offers a thousand pleasures but none console
I don't know what's in your eyes, I go crazy looking at them
Remembering your mouth and me kissing you
I won't waste a minute of my time thinking of you
(Live for what you want and die trying)
And I won't leave without leaving a mark
I will drink the seas
I will count the stars in the sky one by one
I will buy you the moon
Even if I lose a life amassing a fortune

Again I think about it without understanding, maybe I won't see you again
After betting my faith
(And after all, everything was forgotten after all)
Again I think about it without understanding, maybe I won't see you again
After betting my faith
(And after so much, everything was forgotten after so much)

With every look I think, your kisses return to me
How to live without you? Pretend to smile
Your room that asks with this cold in the air
If your love was greater or what those people say about me
You inhabit my heart, you turn in my mind
And how to sleep? My dream was to have you
Until the end of my existence, letters with violence
Because it was a cruel act to leave and live from your absence

Waking up in the early hours saying your name
And hugging your pillow thinking that I miss you twice
But it's true... You're fine without me
Sometimes I think about shooting myself and finally leaving from here
(Probably someday I can stop you
Stop thinking about you after so much entrusting you)
(If my ambition is to relieve you with tears
It's because you have also wished I could see you again)

Again I think about it without understanding, maybe I won't see you again
After betting my faith
(And after all, everything was forgotten after all)
Again I think about it without understanding, maybe I won't see you again
After betting my faith
(And after so much, everything was forgotten after so much)

She's like the devil, a mirror to look at myself
She's the most beautiful way she chose to tempt me
I don't know why with a million and one ways to kill me
Among so many, you chose to love me
She's real and fantasy, temptation reincarnated, condemnation
For whoever wants her whole won't have anything, because
You dance through the dreams of the one who can't sleep
Punishing himself for letting you go!

How to trust your words if I know your eyes lie?
And your heart told me: There will be no peace for those who feel
Your room asks you with this cold in the air
If your love was greater or what those people say about me!
(If we are so insane in an inert heartbeat!)
(I lived to understand you but seeing you far away causes me fear!)
(The heart has no place in a life that found death in you!)
(When did I start talking about love again!?)

Again I think about it without understanding, maybe I won't see you again
After betting my faith
(And after all, everything was forgotten after all)
Again I think about it without understanding, maybe I won't see you again
After betting my faith
(And after so much, everything was forgotten after so much)