Resiliencia

I've had better days than today
I woke up in the morning and I have no excitement
I haven't responded to anyone and the sun hasn't shone on me
Maybe today I'm not myself, maybe today I'm not myself

But I've seen death so close to me
That it told me you choose to give up or to live
The first is very easy, just keep going like this
The second is not, and it depends on you

Maybe I can't give what I never was
Because in reality, I always forced myself
To always be okay when it's not like that

Because I'm not perfect and I know I always hide
I don't allow any mistakes and I force myself to smile
I'm the only one who adds weight to my shoulders
And I can't take it anymore because I'm not like that

But I've seen death so close to me
That it told me (you choose to give up or to live)

The first is very easy, just keep going like this
The second is not, and it depends on you

I made myself an armor so they wouldn't see me
And so they would never know who I am, who I am
I spent my life proving who I wasn't
And now I don't even remember it myself

Maybe I can't give what I never was
Because in reality, I always forced myself
To always be okay when it's not like that

Because I'm not perfect and I know I always hide
I don't allow any mistakes and I force myself to smile
I'm the only one who adds weight to my shoulders
And I can't take it anymore because I'm not like that

But I've seen death so close to me
That it told me (you choose to give up or to live)
The first is very easy, just keep going like this
The second is not, and it depends on you