Diez Mil Porqués

The point is not to see you again, but to see how you come back
If it's worth losing myself already, or not losing you I don't know
If stories are written by those who always win
We who have lost

What will we say about what killed us, but made us stronger?
We'll miss each other and then face ten thousand whys
The best puzzles are the ones that don't fit, but eventually do
That's why my arms fit you well!

And I don't know
It was destiny's favorite answer to kill us and not do us good
Since there's no worse path than not knowing where to run
And no worse sigh than looking at you and seeing that nothing will change

That you have to do what you must out of necessity
Even though what you want is leaving
That you've spent half your life looking for your other half
To spend the other half trying to forget her

And everything comes and goes
But much more goes away
That the things that last forever are not material
That love is not just doing it, it's just being made to love
That it's not depending on you, it's giving you my happiness

And of course I miss you, that's why I miss myself more!
Of course my fears kill me if you can't save me!
Now I understand the forever you swore to achieve
Forever was the memory, not the damn reality!

If everything comes down to you, I don't know if I want to write anymore
I'm still waiting for the day that compensates for all the pain
I prefer you to say no, than I don't know or we'll see
Because I, I don't know anything anymore, I just know you'll fly

The point is not to see you again, but to see how you come back
If it's worth losing myself already, or not losing you I don't know
If stories are written by those who always win
We who have lost

What will we say about what killed us, but made us stronger?
We'll miss each other and then face ten thousand whys
The best puzzles are the ones that don't fit, but eventually do
That's why my arms fit you well!

They say that will make you freer
I know I can't imprison you
I, who entered your cage to stay and live
I've started to hate your freedom

I know I'm lost, but not losing
That's why I stay with myself a little longer
I would call you luck, but I believe in you
I don't want to know your plans, I just want to plan

Enough to silence the silence with screams
The future will be drowning in all that we don't do
We don't think about what we are but what the hell we'll be
That's when the routine of silencing ourselves with a thousand buts began

Through the rain of my eyes, I understand calling you heaven
And through the fury in your eyes, I understand calling myself fear
If your curves don't help me walk the straight path
Guide me with your silence, that's how we understand each other