Diferente

It's not that I’m not happy seeing you happy
It's not that I'm pretending I like seeing you smile
And it's not that I feel things out of place
It's just that liking you has meant more than I thought it would

And it's not that I want us to be two
It's just that I was already imagining us as two lonely souls together
Fill my glass because we're all going out tonight
And take off my clothes like you used to on Saturdays

No sheets, and the room's a mess like always
Nervous because you're coming to see me
I feel weird because I never know what you feel
But you make me feel different

I know I'm selfish, I've always been
I always want more than what I ask of you
We agreed to meet at eleven, all of us in the apartment
If you say you're not coming, it won't be the same

No sheets
And the room's a mess like always
Nervous because you're coming to see me
I feel weird because I never know what you feel
But you make me feel different
Different

And you make me want more
Without my thoughts in order like always
I just want you out of fear of losing you

And you did well to choose my opponent
Because if you gave me what I ask for
If you were here when I write
I wouldn't feel different anymore