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I'm in Berlin
And your darkness has hit me all at once
And I can hardly see you
The same darkness
That prevented me from seeing you back then
Now it stings, stings, stings

I never truly believed you capable of certain things
While I was so close, so, so close
I feel like you've cheated me

I think you're no longer what I long for
I think I no longer desire you, not even in my dreams
Nor for you to touch me as if your life depended on it
My kisses no longer want to go see you

Disillusionment has come to see
Goodbye to you and your lies
Disillusionment has come to see
Goodbye to you and your lies
Pure disillusionment

It stings, stings
But my home is being rebuilt
Even if tornadoes destroy everything
I know how to survive and if not, I learn, but without bitterness

I do it to learn to find the purest happiness
I'm not crazy, nor was I
I think I no longer desire you, not even in my dreams
Nor for you to touch me as if your life depended on it
My bones no longer want to go see you

Disillusionment has come to see
Goodbye to you and your lies
Disillusionment has come to see
Goodbye to you and your lies

Disillusionment has come to see
Goodbye to you and your lies
Disillusionment has come to see
Goodbye to you and your lies
Pure disillusionment