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(I'm sending you this text on Sunday)
(Because on Monday I have my therapy)

If I said it wasn’t your fault
I take back everything I ever did to defend you
If it was crooked, you went and broke it for good
For absolutely nothing in return

But don’t even think, not for a second
That I want you here
I want you suffering
I regret having answered you
When you were looking for it

You’re still way worse than me
If I was selfish for a moment
You’ve been selfish your whole life
I’ll smile when I hear you got screwed
Don’t act surprised, I was always like this
When you met me

But I'm so good
I could toss your name
Into the sea below
From a bridge
I'm the source of a terror
You’re gonna remember

Even if you wipe it out
My voice will always echo
And I’ll still find you there
In a dream or not
I’ll always
Haunt you, so

You’re still way worse than me
If I was selfish for a moment
You’ve been selfish your whole life
I’ll smile when I hear you got screwed
Don’t act surprised, I was always like this
When you met me

No, don’t look at me that way
You are the love of my life
No, don’t touch me like that
Unless you’re gonna heal these wounds
No, don’t call me that
I didn’t even know you in this life
No, don’t walk away from me
You are the love of my life

To all the friends I promised
I had moved on
Guess I lied
I'm holding on
Therapizing myself
Don’t send me any messages
Just let it go

I’ll wait 20 years
You’ll forgive
Everything I said to you in this song
Remember the first one?
That request of mine
Still stands
You just have to agree

You’re still way worse than me
If I was selfish for a moment
You’ve been selfish your whole life
I’ll smile when I hear you got screwed
Don’t be surprised, I was always like this
When you met me
(Hahaha)