Dis-ease (병) (Live)

Feels like I’m missing something
A sip of coffee eases my anxiety
An endless rest
Sudden uncomfortable happiness comes to me
Twenty-four hours, so much time
I could sleep all day, but right now, no problem
I feel like I should be doing something
But I’m just this lazy guy eating three meals
My sin, a dog biting at my resting self
Even if I shout "Don’t do that!" I’m still chasing results every day
Errday do my thing, damn if I fail
I keep growling, tapping this rotten rope
It’s unstable, this is a sickness
The physical stuff stuns me from my job!

Maybe
It’s because I’m hurting
Too many thoughts
I hate that
I’m not simple, just a childish me
I’m really young, just my body’s grown
Limping through life’s steps
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Every day, I comfort myself
We’re all the same, ain’t so special
Ay man, keep one, two steps
Let’s calmly try to heal it all
My sickness
Sick-sick-sick-sickness
Throw away the fear
Fear-fear-fear-fear

My heart needs a break too
Oh, just let work be work
I’m ill, yeah, I am the work itself
Rest is a friend, oh, I never liked him
How much do you need to earn to be happy?
This glass-like sickness hits your head
Confused if the world is sick or if it’s me
Even without my glasses, the darkness doesn’t get clearer
No matter what label is put on this time
I hope it’s all about you
You, you

Everyone’s got their sickness, I’m confused
That humans inherently have ugliness
There are four hundred kinds of mental sickness
But not many fit that description
Yo, is the world sick or is it me?
Is it just a difference in interpretations?
Is that all there is?
I don’t know, changing someone else
Is slower than me changing myself

Maybe
It’s because I’m hurting
Too many thoughts
I hate that
I’m not simple, just a childish me
I’m really young, just my body’s grown
Limping through life’s steps
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Every day, I comfort myself
We’re all the same, ain’t so special
Ay man, keep one, two steps
Let’s calmly try to heal it all
My sickness
Sick-sick-sick-sickness
Throw away the fear
Fear-fear-fear-fear

(Sick and tired)
But I don’t wanna mess up
Cause life goes on
(Through the fire)
I’ll walk on, being more myself, woah
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
When night falls, I’ll close my eyes
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
I’ll believe in the day I used to know again

Get up now, one more time
It’s morning again, I gotta be me today
Let’s go for one more night
I don’t know what’s at the end, ayy
There’s no eternal night
I’ve gotten stronger
Fireworks burst
I will never fade away

Every day, I comfort myself
We’re all the same, ain’t so special
Ay, man, keep one, two steps
Let’s calmly try to heal it all
My sickness
Sick-sick-sick-sick-sickness
Throw away the fear
Fear-fear-fear-fear
Throw away the fear-fear-fear, throw it away.