Dueles

Because when you stay
I feel like I'm anyone
As if by wanting, I no longer deserve to be loved
As if by loving you, I'm no longer worth it

Who do you think you are when you hold doubt between your fingers?
I don't know who to believe anymore, my reason or your jealousy
Remind me what you have been to me all this time because
I don't feel you anymore, I can't find you anymore

Because there are things that hurt so much
How to see that it is still raining
Seeing that you keep on penetrating, it hurts that I keep on crying
It hurts that you keep killing me

And on my skin they rise
Sand castles collapse
They break with just the palm
From your hand on my back

AND
I don't know how to leave anymore
Now I imprison myself, I no longer want to let go
I don't know what's going on anymore

I don't know what's going on anymore
I just want it to happen
Let me throw myself
Without you pushing me before