Adiós Mamá

Thanks mom or to you or to heaven
for letting me live here in your being
then to be born and love you outside
like I love you inside

You know mom today I heard you again
and I hear you again arguing with him
and I start to believe that you
agree that I won't be born

Because mom a doctor has come and
he gave me a shot that hurt me
I swear mom I won't be a bother
if that's what you want it will be

Goodbye mom I will fight for you
to you I forgive even though I never saw you
I'm leaving mom the blood floods me
I won't be able to talk to you anymore

This is a story that I write
where I don't find
where I don't conceive
how the life of a child ends
without knowing the price without knowing the crime
how one suffers for not seeing that being
how one suffers for not seeing it born

Goodbye mom I will fight for you
to you I forgive even though I never saw you
I'm leaving mom the blood floods me
I won't be able to talk to you anymore