É sempre assim

It's always like this
There are days when you treat me well
Missing myself
Looking for what you don't have

It's always like this
There are nights when I don't know what sleeping is
Missing myself
There are nights when you are here

It's always like this
In a second you turn your back, you leave
Missing myself
You desire me, you look for me all the time
What to do, if I have you
And it seems like I don't

It's always like this
You despise me, you sadden me, your disdain
Missing myself
What madness gives me everything I deserve
In indecision, it shakes my heart

It's time for all sadness to end
Your heart is my place, my place
I wanted with all certainty
To give you my heart, to love you, to love you