Mi Vieja

I wish I could have you back
To hug you like I couldn't when I was in the cell
Before my old lady left me
And it weighs on me
Because I know you suffered a lot and couldn't bear the sentence
I wish I could have you back
To hug you like I couldn't when I was in the cell
Before my queen left me

You know how much I miss you and the pain I feel
You left with God and it burns me inside
Because I know I was part of your suffering
And I didn't have time to say I'm sorry
I thank you, Mom, because I know I failed you
So that no one would lack what you taught me
I knew I was wrong but you didn't let me down
You never failed me, you never abandoned me

And now (yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah)
I'm not the same without you, life doesn't feel the same, Mom
Loneliness envelops me
And now (yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah)
I'm not the same without you, life doesn't feel the same, Mom
I want to kill myself

I wish I could have you back (back, yeah-yeah-yeah)
To hug you like I couldn't when I was in the cell (uh, uh)
Before my old lady left me
And it weighs on me (it weighs on me)
Because I know you suffered a lot
And couldn't bear the sentence
I wish I could have you back
To hug you like I couldn't when I was in the cell
Before my queen left me

God bless all the mothers in heaven and on earth
And those who pray for their children in the midst of war
Hope dead and I never see you again
And you no longer wait for me at home on the other side of the door
I miss the food and the family is no longer united
Here I remain imprisoned but from heaven you watch over me
There was so much sadness, so many headaches
And forgive me for all the times you found me in pieces
That gun was my life and it destroyed you
Always sad at night but laughing during the day
I was a bum
Supposedly smart and always messing up
Life goes by fractured and I pay for it in the cell
And after your death, in the flowers there is no scent (no scent)
Pray for me, pastor, kill my mother with pain (with pain)
My God, I should never have been born, I was a mistake
And with what face do I pray to you if I'm a sinner? (Sinner)
Because many women did good but you, you surpassed them all

I wish I could have you back (to see you)
To hug you like I couldn't when I was in the cell (1999)
Before my old lady left me
And it weighs on me (it weighs on me)
Because I know you suffered a lot and couldn't bear the sentence
I wish I could have you back (back)
To hug you like I couldn't when I was in the cell
Before my queen left me

My queen, yeah
My yeah, yeah-yeah
I miss you, yeah-yeah
I love you, oh, yeah-yeah
Real Until Death (real until death)