Antídoto (part. Greeicy)

I've called your name more than once like an idiot
Or rather because you left and left my soul broken
Your poison has been circulating in my veins
And now I'm wandering like a lost soul

I count the whys, the where I failed
You've taken so much of my being
That I've even come to think I was crazy

If you knew how much you've hurt me
I look in the mirror and don't know who you've turned me into
If you told me how to rip you from my skin
I would sell my soul to the devil without hesitation

And I don't know what to do
To be myself again
And not the one you've turned me into

And I don't know what to do
To be myself again
And not the one you've turned me into

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
I don't know what's happening to me
I don't know very well but you
Appear to me
I don't promise anything
Of what will be and could happen
I don't know what will be
I don't know what will be

I just need time
Time since you arrived
I wish you understood me
And didn't leave before

If you knew how much you've hurt me
In the mirror, a note was left written
That you're the most beautiful thing that's happened to me
And with time, the feeling hasn't changed

I search for the antidote
Nothing makes sense if you leave me
I messed up just for wanting to love you, love
Just for wanting to

And here you see me again
Trying to figure you out over and over, love
Trying to figure you out

If you knew how much you've hurt me
In the mirror, a note was left written
If you told me how to rip you from my skin
I would sell my soul to the devil without hesitation

And I don't know what to do
To be the same as you've always known
And not the one you've turned me into

And I don't know what to do
To be myself again
And not the one you've turned me into