Quererla

I gave myself to eyes that don’t look at me
I chained my hands and jumped into the river
At my funeral, I hoped to hear from you
But you’re not here, and I’m already cold

I hope you’re happy with the pieces I gave you
I’ll keep waiting where you left me
I know you never think of me, and I’m trying to survive
But how cruel it was to give me hope

Why do you push me away when I’m just trying to love her?
To love her
She kisses me and gets stuck in my head, I want to see her
I want to have her

And I’m not trying to save her
I can’t even save myself
But at night I dream of holding her and loving her
She’s my addiction

I gave myself to lips that don’t kiss me
She’s happy, and I’m burning up
She broke me into pieces, I picked them up myself
And I cut myself trying

If you saw what I saw the day I met you
You’d understand everything I’m going through
But you haven’t been without me, you don’t care what I suffered
From the helplessness of always thinking about you

Why do you push me away when I’m just trying to love her?
To love her
She kisses me and gets stuck in my head, I want to see her
I want to have her

And I’m not trying to save her
I can’t even save myself
But at night I dream of holding her and loving her
She’s my addiction

Why do you push me away when I’m just trying to love her?
To love her
She kisses me and gets stuck in my head, I want to see her
I want to have her