Complicado

I can decide if I want to be
Sitting in the middle of the dark
I can decide if I want to die
Thinking about what’s outside of me

Even though anxiety tears at me
The good intentions I want to make
I could survive any mistake
But I won’t hurt any heart

I see the surface of the deep sea
Struggling to get out and breathe
Doubt is drowning me, can I go on?
I’d rather sink if I’m not gonna win
And it’s complicated

I speak with the bitterness of my heart
My soul is sick of living
Your hands shaped me and made me
And now you’ve forgotten about me

What do I have to do to revive
The hope I once felt
If you’ve changed in making me happy
I beg you for the compassion that’s in you

I see the surface of the deep sea
Struggling to get out and breathe
Doubt is drowning me, can I go on?
I’d rather sink if I’m not gonna win
And it’s complicated

I see the surface of the deep sea
Struggling to get out and breathe
Doubt is drowning me, can I go on?
I’d rather sink if I’m not gonna
Win and it’s complicated