Complicado

I can decide if I want to be
Sitting in the middle of the darkness

I can decide if I want to die
Thinking about what's beyond me

Even if anxiety tears apart
The good intention I want to do

I could survive any mistake
But not hurt any heart

I see the surface from the depths of the sea
Struggling to come out and breathe

Drowning in the doubt of being able to continue

I'd rather sink if I'm not going to
Win and it's complicated

I speak with the bitterness of
My heart my soul is sick of living

Your hands created me and
Made me and now you have forgotten me

What do I have to do to
Revive the hope I once felt

If you've changed in making me
Happy I beg you for the compassion that's in you

I see the surface from the depths of the sea
Struggling to come out and breathe