Kokushibo (Kimetsu no Yaiba) - Inveja

I don't understand
Why am I remembering all this now?
There has never been equality since birth
Its brightness was so great that it even overshadowed mine

Training, training to succeed
Time, time to learn
Genius, genius, what are you?
To master something you've never tried to do?

A child with no strength in his legs
A new feeling awakens within me
A feeling stuck in the windpipe
This is neither anger nor sadness
That's it, that's it, that's it

Envy! The most abominable sin awakens in me
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
One part hates you and the other worships you
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
As if it burned my flesh and cut my windpipes
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
Of the blood of my blood I only feel envy

Suddenly everything that was mine became yours
And when our mother died I had a flash of light
My brother never leaned on our mother
Our mother who always supported my brother

So you ran away
Because I was afraid that your shine would overshadow me
I formed a family, if I had already forgotten about you
Why did you come to save me?

Cursed sin made the most beautiful angel
He began to hate the one who was supposed to watch over him
So I abandon my family and my dream
In search of being able to overcome you

But it doesn't work, the brightness of the Moon next to the Sun
It will never be anything
I need time, but the brand has set a deadline
For everything to end

The new generations will surpass us little by little
This doesn't comfort me, all I feel is disgust
Just disgust, I'm not over you so I don't accept it
I still don't want to be killed

Just like the most beautiful angel that falls
I have become a subordinate of darkness
After all, it is in the dark that the Moon shines brightest
I do everything to escape this

Envy! The most abominable sin awakens in me
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
One part hates you and the other worships you
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
As if it burned my flesh and cut my windpipes
It's envy, it's envy, it's envy!
Of the blood of my blood I only feel envy

So much time has passed that I don't even remember how long it's been
I no longer remember the faces of my wife, my son or my parents
That feeling stuck in my throat I don't even feel it anymore
I just found you again

And I felt like I did a few years ago
How are you still breathing?
If the brand took the lives of others
Why is it always you?

What's wrong with you?
My death is soon
I waited unable (but)
My brother died of natural causes

Was I ready to die? (No!)
I wished to die (yes!)
By the hands of the strongest swordsman
This is not going to happen

So I forced myself to live
I forced myself to live
But why am I suddenly remembering this?

Ah! I remembered, I think that's why
I'm facing three hashiras now
I see so much effort for nothing
I guarantee, there is no chance of victory
His greatest feat was tearing my kimono

The brand will kill you in years
So I propose an invitation to you here
Evolve from human to demon at once
Don't mention my brother's name to me

Brat, who do you think I am?
Head ripped off, but I regenerate in the end
Again, again, again
There's no chance I'll lose

But I see a reflection of myself
What hideous monster is this?
That horrible monster is me

When did I become like this?
Why did I do all this?
You got it right, this generation surpassed us
But what will become of my dream?

Now I can see, I never wanted to be the strongest (brother)
I just wanted to be like you